a s s a l a m u a l a i k u m "
new sem ....
new subject...
new people...
new impression...
new feeling...
busy busy day...
i'm cautiously from getting tension...
new artwork...
money money money .....
never stop on praying to allah ...
i'm happy with my friends ....
i'm a bit sad with things like work & money...
i hate Wednesday !!!
i miss my family a lot ....
i love my family..
i want to hug umi & ayah..
i want to hug my sister & brother..
i want to hug kee-chul & pinch chi-chi
i'm confused with my own feeling ....
hey... i don't know...
your smile has always been in my mind ...
i hate it.... i closed my eyes
your face just pop out of my mind..
& i started to slap my self ...
stop it.. forget about him ....
but, actually i'm hurt...
i hate watching you answer your phone...
at that time i realized that ,
there's no hope for me...
i'm starting to feel jealous again ...
why... ya Allah why am i feeling this towards that person...
i can't lie to my self anymore...
but i'm hurt because of this feeling ....
ya Allah please take this feeling away...
so.. i won't get hurt and i can study happily ...
only you know the best for me ...
update soon "
tata "
[ya Allah sabar je la dgn org2 yg kasar dgn ku"]
by : k e e c h u l
