A s s a l a m u a l a i k u m ,
It’s been a while I didn’t update my blog,
I’ve been so busy lately ,
There’s a lot of event that held in UiTM Melaka .
First of all , our college event
which will be held all along
In 5weeks or 4weeks kinda like that..
Next was ,” Festival Kebudayaan “
& Symptom our AD’s faculty event .
It is fun , but tired too
Our final project is getting started,
We have assessment day ,test ,
oh no the upcoming test
I still didn’t read anything yet .. =_= “ ~
I’m happy that ice-cool is around me now ..
Really like to watch him ^^ “
I didn’t expect that ice-cool is beside me now ...
Even though he didn’t even liked me at first .
But now I think he cared about me ^0^ “ ~
Thank you for appreciating me ice-cool <3 “ ~
A bit sad actually
I’m still sad right now
But I know these sad felling will gone away soon
I’m afraid that I’ll be losing my biggie bro
I don’t know ...
He was so sweet n lovable at first
Always there for me .. smile and understandable
But since that week happened , he slowly getting far
Far away from me ... I’ve been thinking ,
Maybe biggie bro find someone else
And what I guess was right
No wonder you push me aside
I miss biggie bro a lot
He was too busy for me now
Finally this is happening , which
My biggie bro is finally getting bored with me
I hope ice-cool won’t leave me like anyone else
I’m going to lose my biggie bro ...
I’m really sad ...
But as long as , my adorable
friends are around & ice-cool..
I’ll be fine...
I didn’t expect to have any bother anymore
But this biggie bro ... came ..
I never expect that we would be this close
Since last semester ,
I kept on wanting to know this person
Until this sem , we meet again
And he was too arrogant
At that time I’m taking decision
to forget about u
But u came to me
U choose to know me
And I believe everything
that happened is because of
Allah wanted it to happened
I’m still searching the answer ,
y do Allah let me meet
This biggie bro
Because it will never happened
if Allah didn’t want it to be
Happened right
I prayed to Allah
oh Allah if this biggie bro
came to my life just to hurt me
Please let me forget about him
But if he was suppose to came to my life
I hope Allah won’t let me hurt
by any of this person anymore
It’s really sad when we meet recently
As if me and him doesn’t know each other
My eyes start pouring
after seeing him abandon me
I still remember when he only walked around
Always came to see me
Give me the sweetest smile
We talk to each other a lot
Always at the same place
But .... not anymore :< “
I know you are busy
But I’m busy too
U said u will always be there
But not anymore
Not a single reply came from you anymore
My eyes kept on pouring
every time I saw u from far
I don’t have any mood all along
I hope holiday soon
I can forget about u biggie bro
I know u find someone else
It’s okay . I understand
I wish we were never this close
In that case I will never
hurt by seeing you abandon me
All around
GOOD BYEE my dearest biggie bro
Thank you for the best memory for short
I started painting lately
It’s really fun
I do really love painting
Even though I’m still new in oil painting
But I really love to make the painting looks real
I’m not gonna give up
I’ still happy because
ice-cool is beside me
Chocolate milk , dark chocolate ,
oat crunch and ice cream
Well panda is not there to hear me anymore
Dunno y , it’s okay ..i have my girlfriends with me
They Were always there for me
Thanks you guys
And every time I’m feeling the sad feeling
I called my family instead
I called them a lot recently
Maybe because I’m sad ,
and I need to hear their voices
Hearing their happy voices makes me happy more
Don’t know what’s gonna happen in the future
But I hope no more person would come to my life
Just to hurt and suffer me more
I can’t take it anymore
Enough with the pressure I’m having now
I want to focus on what
I want to become in the future
One day I will catch my dream
Insya Allah .... may Allah bless me
<3 ice – cool...
By: q i l a d i "
( sorry too tired to put some cute icon )
